My head's spilling over again
I use to sink
From the sea bed is calling a friend
Down the brink
Just let me rotten down there
I'm already my own worst nightmare
This is just it and nothing more
I will never get back to shore
Won't you dare to catch my fall
I don't wanna feel nothing and nothing at all
Still fight the craving to breathe
My shape spins
Blue fades to black and into relief
The tide sets in
Let my lungs collapse in despair
I'm drowning till I'm part of nowhere
This is just it and nothing more
I will never get back to shore
Won't you dare to catch my fall
I don't wanna feel nothing and nothing
Nothing and nothing at all
Fuck you all
I'm out of this
Abuse that slit my wrist
The self-doubt and the consciousness
Of being just a fucking shit
Anxiety
I've try to hide
Guilt that kills me inside
The hopelessness and self-destruct
Of being just as weak as fuck